Sunday, December 14, 2008
3:32:00 PM
I , Jim Tan Zhi Yu , hereby vows to God that I will wait for Cathy Ong Huai Yu till the day I die.
If I turn back my words, I will be striked by lightning , grinded into powder , eaten by dogs.
JIM.SpArks
Wednesday, December 10, 2008
9:57:00 PM
What I do everyday is switching on my computer, log onto friendster,
load her profile, and view her pics. And I'm sitting here thinking about how
I'm gonna do without you around in my life.
People might say that I'm a psycho.
But I don't give a damn. I find it so hard to let go. Simply so hard..
What did I do wrong? Sometimes I find it hard to express my feelings,
but I really tried my best. I tried to give her what she wants,
what she needs. I did her wrong in the past, I'm already full of regrets.
I tried to compensate her, but found out in the end that I actually love her.
I know I'm stupid to post here. But I simply cant find any other place
to put my words on. Yes I do respect her decision, I thought I might
be able to take it. But it simply hurts so much. Maybe this is my
retribution. But this retribution of mine is so painful.
The pain of not being able to be beside you , not being able to talk to you ,
not being able to see you , not being able to feel u , it's unbearable.
My wish is just to know that she's happy. That's enough for me already.
I don't want any comments or replies for this post, Cos this is personal.
Thanks.
JIM.SpArKs
